Dream on

A couple nights ago I dreamed that I could carry a tune—and all night long I warbled happily to myself. Then I woke up to the truth—that I cannot now nor have I ever been able to sing. 

Last night I dreamed one of my regular panhandlers asked me for my phone number. No, he wasn’t making a pass. He wanted to remind me to put cash in my pocket so I’d have it when he asked for it.

Addendum: And a few days after I posted these dreams, I had another good one. Michelle Obama and I took our rifles and went to a shooting range to do target practice together. She’s a crack shot!


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